i promise

i am back in the communication loop; officially, however, i never left. when i stopped being able to use my cell phone i realized how technologically crippled i was. nevermind facebook, hotmail, my laurier email, the telephone in my house and oh! that good ol' fashioned face to face conversation were still within reach, it was when i lost my cell phone that i lost access to a lot. i should probably put it that i lost access to them and thus cut off from anything immediate. it's so easy to text and, if you're me, write the great american novel one text message at a time, to get across what you want without using up the precious minutes we're assigned and pay for each month. also, that voice thing and the talking, not really my style.

now it is back and fully functioning, fingers crossed, hoping that nothing else goes wrong or i may have to lose it on the twenty-thousand people i talked to at virgin between the time my phone went kaput to now. that would be an immense shit show.



also,
i decided it wasn't worth it. i may change my mind come monday afternoon but when i find something special, oh god i hope soon, i will fight for it. it's not that i am avidly avoiding all this and then moping how i am not found and all that bull, it's just that that something special isn't around. when it does come around, however, i am not doing what i have been doing for the past ever when it comes to that.

phew.