i've been looking at old pictures; some from as far back as the pre-teen saga and some that just happened last month. i look different. sure there is still that je ne sais quoi glint in my eye that i may have had as a child and the very same glint that occurred not but two years ago! i am focusing on the effervescent me that was almost four+ years ago. i don't care that everything is changing, it's supposed to, but it's weird to see the physical ramifications of that aging process. sure i could lose that ten pounds i've gained since then and learn to dress myself slightly different--or learn at all how to dress myself--but i still basically feel the same. what happened to see such a drastic change from then to now? it's just weird to see, though a very good thing at the same time. i am too nostalgic for my own good tonight. good people, good food and good memories tonight.
very good indeed.
