i have a paper due tomorrow and i wrote one page. not even a page! i wrote out my thesis and just left it with my notes all over the page. okay, one of six isn't so terrible. it's this sickness that has got me all worried. i feel guilty for wanted to sleep but not because my body is so achy. in times of badness or sickness, it is easy to slip into thinking about all the things you don't normally worry about and put them way over the top. normally, this paper would be fine because all i have to do is think about it for a bit and then actually write it. but because i am sick i am constantly worrying that i am not going to have a decent paper written by tomorrow at 2:30 and will fail and not get into ryerson. melodramatic much?

yesterday was a bad day. a bad hot and cold, reminds me of a katy perry song, kind of day. i don't have my sister around to help give me pep talks about how i will finish this stupid assignment and then it will be over so instead i have a blog. i have a blog to write out all my frustrations and give myself a little pep talk saying that it's okay to be sick and that i should sleep until threeish and when i wake up give it another go.

so
it's okay to be sick. go sleep. forget about...everything. honestly, do it. you'll feel better. or worse about it later but that shouldn't be worried about now.