when is the time that you finally let go? i guess this question is rhetorical because no one is really going to answer it for me but i have been thinking about things, especially over the weekend, and specifically about timing. i am the worst for timing and making really rather rash decisions. alliteration is not going to get me out of this. i've made terrible mistakes in the past and feel awful for doing so but have to live with the consequences nonetheless. i am trying to be more calculated in my decision here. thankfully, pertaining to some of my bad decisions, some things have turned alright on my end and have cleared up after my horrible judgment.

but i don't think my judgment is horribly right now. normally i get this feeling in the heat of the moment knowing that what i did was wrong but now, because it isn't quick, i feel right in the choices i am making. the choice i want to make i cannot, unfortunately, because of timing. it's a bitch, isn't it?


in other news,
i am going to be in a play. i am going to act again. i should dust off some of my old monologues hidden away somewhere and read them, memorize them, do something with them. i am going back to my old stomping ground under stage lights. i love it.