i am going to fall asleep momentarily. i've been up since six because my cat just didn't understand that i really wanted to be awake for seven-thirty but i'm cool with it. instead of just tossing and turning, i read my time commemorative edition about america in world war two. and then the flood of other war stuff came my way a few hours later. three, THREE world war two documentaries, a book on the holocaust and a book chronicling the war. they will be my coffee table books. i know, it's odd. my tree exploded with presents this morning. it was so lovely. a gustav klimt print the same height as me, a bar set, penguin plates, a classy cat carrier, a(nother) shoe rack, dresses, nail polish, rings, sweaters, etc etc etc ETC. so many goddamn awesome presents. my mom loves to give. she gives and gives and gives and gives. so we gave her the very first stocking of her life and she cried. fifty plus years and no stocking. then we ate more chinese, cleaned up and now i am waiting for turkey, good white wine and baking, not one but, two delicious treats for the other amazing holiday date i have tomorrow. i can't even begin to describe to you how in love i am with every single person i am seeing tomorrow. and then monday. monday brings my dear home after three years since our last visit. three fucking years. that is not right at all. but tomorrow. love love love love love love. we have a great surprise and they have a great surprise but i don't know what to wear. mission: find something to wear after nap.
but for now, pleasant dreams for an hour.
