i am against marriage. it is no secret. prompted by such a hilarious movie, i feel that, more than ever, in spite of my views on this institution we can peacefully co-exist. we being the marriage types (whomever) and the non-marriage types (myself and whomever else). i think it comes down to respect. assuming that because i don't support the institution i will automatically hate anyone who gets married is so awful. it hurts. when someone else makes my decisions for me i get into a specific kind of rage that i can hardly ever come back from. i don't know how this outrageously inappropriate movie (totally up my alley in every singly way) left me feeling elated because of the myriad of life lessons. we stay the same but shift and grow, not necessarily changing. or if we do drastically change, i think it's fueled by some other selfish purpose. but all i really wanted to say was to anyone i know who will get married in their lives, i love and support you. truly. sincerely. always.

and on that note, something entirely different!

3.5 months until the big move. 3 weeks until bonnaroo. 2.5 months until new york part VI.

i've been in the crummiest mood lately. i am not entirely sure why but today feels like none of those bad moments ever happened. it's dreary but i love it. i have a list of magazines, websites and news outlets i want to write for on a freelance basis. stuff clicked. it clicked like it did for me a few months ago about health. i am that weird protein smoothie consuming asshole now. and i love it.

now,
i need to find a goddamn apartment and everything will be perfect.


tonight: