i wrote this about the loves of my life. i wrote it when i should have been thinking about other practical type things. you know, work. that is just for suckers. you know? but it's the truth. even if they don't read it -- or do read it -- i wrote it because it needed to be said. support wins.

i don't know if i can ever tell you the ways in which you hurt me by just growing into one of those people; the ones we made fun of because they were lame and judgmental. please don't visit me. ever. if i told you all of the things that sucked about this you'd look at me, shake your head and walk away. that is how i know this is the right course of action. i don't want to be the type of friend you occasionally bring out to say hi to just to fulfill some sort of obligation you have created in your head. hypersocialization of the internet makes it really hard to just forget someone. and i so want to forget you. forget forget forget. when i leave, those people in that article are the ones i leave behind; breaking my heart every moment that i'm away. those people and other people you don't even know about! or care to know about.