okay, that's it. i don't want to know about you anymore. i know, i know! i was the one who ended it all but really, was it even that good? all those memories i have, are they actually special at all? this is what i get for trying to be a decent friend again and i know this sounds all victim-esque but it's not. trying to do what you think is right isn't always the case and i am fine with that. i am fine with how separate we are and how separation is clearly the best answer. what i am not okay with is being bombarded by my subconscious and other people about you when i don't even want to care about you anymore! OKAY?

i am officially taking a break from everyone. okay not everyone just...yeah, those ones.

i wasn't okay with that awhile ago but now i am happy you are around more often than before even if it we aren't the same as we were in high school. that's how growing up is supposed to be.