it is definitely after one in the morning and i am very much awake on kool-aid and coffee. oh yes, i do have yet another late night paper to churn out before three and i am, for once!, not having a hard time with it. half-way done and quite possibly more coherent than my last one for this class; not too shabby.
i probably should have said hi. i mean if i was so interesting to look at for a couple of hours, i probably should have said hi. you probably should have said hi and maybe not looked like a bear on the prowl. lumberjacks often look that way. am i mixing my metaphors? indeed i am! maybe i should not start such casual things when i am writing so very formally at the moment. yesterday felt like one of those stupidly surreal kind of days. it was as if life was showing my potential and it was fucking clicking into place. i am pretty awesome and yes, i did wear an extremely short dress that showed off some fantastic legs and yes, i do own such items. it seemed like i was this solid person who drank stupidly sour amaretto sours and danced and rang the doorbell and was something; something pretty epic! i am living up to my potential.
maybe next time, i'll say hi. maybe next time i won't even care. it was just nice yesterday.
