normally, i hate extensive car rides. they are long, painful and i always find that it takes me longer than usual to adjust from them. but i am craving a road trip. i want to go to new england or the south or the far south, like louisiana. i don't know why i want to go everywhere in america instead of discovering my own country first but it's true. maybe it's because i am so interested by america's power over the world and want to figure out why they think they are so fucking awesome. plus i do harbour a love for small town, america. dunno why. i am a paradox.